Wednesday, November 13, 2013

escape.


I have always believed that moving—p h y s i c a l l y moving—is my greatest escape from myself. I live for the process of driving over state lines or waiting at baggage claims or flagging down the next cab or scrounging up enough loose change to pay for the next train ride because these are the things that keep me in m o t i o n, these are the things which keep my brain occupied.


The past few years have provided me with so many warmly welcoming cities, so many early morning flights, so many hello’s and goodbye’s – from New York City, to Boston, to Atlanta, to Chicago, to Nashville and beyond. And sometimes I forget that there’s a whole world that’s been sitting at my fingertips all along, just waiting to be my escape route at a still and steady pace.

The world of film and movies (and television in general) has never been a place I’ve found a home in. The idea of physically shutting down and remaining in one place of focus for an extended period of time is not something I’ve ever considered to be an escape.  

But, for me, the idea of traveling means only pushing into the future, experiencing new places and people for the very first time. Films have the ability to take me back to past experiences, past feelings, past heartbreak.

(Maybe that’s why I never let them in.)